i am who i am!

as i am falling through the darkness

i see his arms reach out to mesat that he can catch

i put trust in him but then he withdraws laughing

as i fall further more i decide never to trust

all these voice that call to me in this darkness

then i begin to see the light

then its hit me it was me who didnt catch my self

for all my life ive him as a crutch

today is the day that i learn that

i must be the one catches my self before i hit the floor!! 

 

bLeeding Love!

 

She asks herself

Why it hurts so much??

It’s so silly, but she can’t helpit because He meant so much

He was HIM, the HIM she spent herdays

Dreaming about, wishing for, and talking about

The one she hoped to hear from

And when she didn’t call she’d pretend it didn’t hurt

But she felt it bad

She gets into bed thinking of him, then open her mobile to read the texts she saved all the ones that mean something and she thinks to herself “Did he mean that” ”Did he care”…

Is he over her?? Why does shestill care?? Does he know how much it hurts??

If only he saw her face when hetold her, but it’s like he doesn’t care

It’s over, It really is, even the friendship is gone and she misses it everyday and she knows she shouldn’t

She wants to be strong, He messed with her, she knows it but she doesn’t care because it’s him, and she would go running back if he said he’d have her at anytime, but she knows he wouldn’t

He’s made up his mind she knows it just hurts because she would do anything just to have a boy like him to be loved by someone just like HIM

She reads his message over and over looking for the reason why this happened but she can’t find it

Does he remember? Does he ever think of her? Wonder what she’s up to because he’s still on her mind? Even though he shouldn’t be

She has to wake up and see that it’s ended, she needs to move on because what’s the point in waiting for someone who has already moved on?? It’s pointless

The background in her mobile has to be changed, the kite has to be taken off the wall, and the second contact has to be changed and everything which reminds her of him, it has to be forgotten

She must forget his scent, his smile, his voice, his laugh, his words she has to forget because she has, it’s not fair

Why did he find it easy toforget?? Did she mean nothing??

She just hopes that maybe one dayhe will explain because she doesn’t understand maybe she never will

Your always in my memory

Don’t forget me… =(

♥mHaye♥

broKen Hearted:(

 

 

Being lo

ve is never easy

Especially when the one you love doesn’t love you back

Why don’t you love me like I love you

If only it was as easy as saying “Hey I Love You”

My friends say “Get over him” Its never gonna happen

But that doesn’t stop me smiling whenever his name comes into a conversation

I smile but inside I’m crying

I act normal like every things OK

But I can’t stop the teardrops falling silently down my face

It’s not only that I can’t live without you It’s that I don’t want to

Trying to be strong, people called me weak for crying, I’m just a victim ofLOVE

I want to tell you how I feel

I look at you, You look at her, I long for you, you longs for her

You can fall in love as easy as anything without even meaning to

But falling out of love is near to impossible

I just want to spend forever with you

Why can’t you be mine???

Sometimes the things you wish for the most can never be

Love is so hard so painful yet we all want it

Just tell me how you feel, do you care about me???

I want to hear from you that you don’t want me

And no matter what I do a part of me keeps wishing for you even knowing itwill never happen

My heart aches whenever I think of you