bLeeding Love!
March 4, 2009

She asks herself
Why it hurts so much??
It’s so silly, but she can’t helpit because He meant so much
He was HIM, the HIM she spent herdays
Dreaming about, wishing for, and talking about
The one she hoped to hear from
And when she didn’t call she’d pretend it didn’t hurt
But she felt it bad
She gets into bed thinking of him, then open her mobile to read the texts she saved all the ones that mean something and she thinks to herself “Did he mean that” ”Did he care”…
Is he over her?? Why does shestill care?? Does he know how much it hurts??
If only he saw her face when hetold her, but it’s like he doesn’t care
It’s over, It really is, even the friendship is gone and she misses it everyday and she knows she shouldn’t
She wants to be strong, He messed with her, she knows it but she doesn’t care because it’s him, and she would go running back if he said he’d have her at anytime, but she knows he wouldn’t
He’s made up his mind she knows it just hurts because she would do anything just to have a boy like him to be loved by someone just like HIM
She reads his message over and over looking for the reason why this happened but she can’t find it
Does he remember? Does he ever think of her? Wonder what she’s up to because he’s still on her mind? Even though he shouldn’t be
She has to wake up and see that it’s ended, she needs to move on because what’s the point in waiting for someone who has already moved on?? It’s pointless
The background in her mobile has to be changed, the kite has to be taken off the wall, and the second contact has to be changed and everything which reminds her of him, it has to be forgotten
She must forget his scent, his smile, his voice, his laugh, his words she has to forget because she has, it’s not fair
Why did he find it easy toforget?? Did she mean nothing??
She just hopes that maybe one dayhe will explain because she doesn’t understand maybe she never will
Your always in my memory
Don’t forget me… =(
♥mHaye♥
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